♥ ThE frEak eNvirOnMenT...

Saat As type entry neh, As kat office actually.
Baru je lepas lunch. Alhamdulillah, kenyang dengan rezeki yg Allah berikan.
As usual, everyday bawak bekal yg As masak sendiri. Sorry! As tak rajin nak keluar dari office dengan sunshine yang hot kan. But the main point is, As memang tak berapa suka tapau makanan kat kedai makan. Cukuplah dah beberapa kali terjumpa kaki lipas la, rambut la, bulu la and the latest one, jumpe tikar getah kat dalam mangkuk cendol! Addoooiiii!! Memang tak lalu lah nak makan kat kedai selalu kan. Selagi boleh avoid mmg As akan avoid. Eat the food that you cook by your own is absolulately better than tapau kat kedai makan tuh!

Ehhh, actually As bukan nak cite pasal food heh...Tuh selingan je. Heehhee... (^,*)

Refers to the entry semalam As ade cakap yang As baru join this company for three months kan. Ok, actually this company is a bumiputera's company. Semua staff adalah orang melayu except pak guard kt depan tuh org Nepal and 2,3 org staff production adalah orang Indonesia.

Since this company get awarded from ISO, so I guess this company pun mesti bagus jugak lah kan. It just, bukan public listed la. But one thing yg paling As worried sangat at that time is because this company is bumiputera. As tak pernah keje ngan bumiputera company, ngan orang melayu surround me. So, I can't imagine whether I can adapt myself into them or not. I can't imagine on how their working attitude...etc and bla..bla..bla! The point is, As risau sangat ngan status 'MELAYU' tuh. Takut ngan the environment.

Ok fine! Sekarang I can said that I really not comfortable with the environment. It's like a nightmare! Huhuuhuu! As tak sure lah whether As yang tak pandai sesuai kan diri atau memang attitude org 'MELAYU' yg mmg freak! Cara keje dorang memang banyak yg menyakitkan hati. Slow motion! Passive! Masa utk dorang bergosip teramatlah banyak. Isshhh, tak baik komen banyak2 kan. Padahal ini lah tempat As cari rezeki buat masa neh kan. Astagfirullahalazim!! Mintak maaf heh! (:

Actually, As dapat offer dari SP Setia Berhad tapi ofis nye kat Setia Alam, too far from my home. Allah je la yang tahu betapa beratnye perasaan nak tolak tawaran daripada company besar macam tuh. Plus, it's a public listed company hokey!! Memang sekian lama As aim sangat nak keje ngan public listed company taw! Huhuu! What to do, dengan rasa nak nangis guling2 I have to ignored the offer. Huuuwaaaa!! (T_T) Kecewa yang amat sangat!!

Now, I have to face this freak environment. Lagi lah rasa menyesal sebab tolak offer dari SP Setia Berhad tuh kan. Nak buat mcmane, menangis airmata darah pun tak guna dah.

Errmmm, it's ok! Sila muhasabah diri heh wahai Miz As! There must be a reason for all this things. Allah dah aturkan segalanya, maka redha lah... (^,*) 

~ I wish to have more patience.....Redhai lah hamba-Mu ini ya Allah!